The entire world around him seemed to be distracted by his presence alone. I’m on my own… where there is hate I am crying for more I’m on my own… where there is love I am lying You’re not alone… under the pale moonlight Just pretending there is not much to find Reckoning nightmares of lost childhood years He tried to find them through his dreams and the journeys of his mind.ĭown the path beneath the ruins of my lifeįorgotten chords from tunes I used to hide He knew that all his money and power was stolen from others by lying. Laughs became tears and hate became lies. He was a loner looking at the sky, looking for answers. Steven was strolling around in the streets as the night fell and filled his heart with pain. It was a strange feeling that he never felt before. There are many varieties in your dark reflectionsĪnd all is made as I’m falling from graceįinally he realized that he was totally left alone. The sky above me is filled with clouds againĬan you now understand if it’s really your face? I look at my teardrops falling on the floor Searching for all the feelings that I keep He was nowhere in a great land of anywhere.īut the scars inside my soul still remain The future wouldn’t be easy for Steven, the past was gone, but the present was nothing for him anymore. He cried and his fears were growing stronger after every teardrop fallen on the floor.
He thought of the days gone and the words he had once said to the girl he really loved, to the girl that was also sick of him and his lies. Steven knew that he had to change everything about himself so as to win what he has lost. He was thinking a lot, trying to be convinced that he was not alone.
Recounting, refunding, the price for sins is lastingįorsaken, forgotten, the dice is thrown, I’m brokenįading away in seas of light, burning the day inside my heartĭream away, dream a way… empty heart, not enough ANYWHERE Slipping away, beneath the stars, inside the haze Repealing, revealing, all seem to reoccurring I’m dreaming, I’m slipping, away from all I’m seeing My face is slowly changing, scar by scar, I see a man, not me Taking a look inside the mirror, what can I see? Will I endure this now, this shadow on the wall? When I’m face to face with myself, I can’t hideĪ shade away from light, a lifeless face to own Left alone to play my part, watching, always hiding in the darkĪnd God God, I think I can’t stand in the light
Scream by scream and pain by pain life doesn’t seem the same So he traveled in the unlimited space of his own mind.įeeling the sorrows bringing back the pain againĪ try beyond my reach, a promise that remainsįor pale is now my death, my betrayed life ignores meįrom wicked dreams I dream, I think I know the man I used to be The journeys went on and on, fueled by a needle. Chemistry had replaced his addiction to power and limited his actions to thoughts. Steven started losing everything he had made… piece-by-piece… He was so alone and couldn’t find a way to move on… but his mind traveled journeys far from the reality he lived. Is it another fear or just the cape of night?īut the lies that you swallowed have… not A short period of time repeated.Ĭan you see through the night and find the distant light?Ĭan you now tear inside the feeling of the blind?Īll your words did not rhyme, hours caught out of timeĬan you now hope to try, it seems your will has died His wife divorced him and he was left alone.Įvery day that came, was identical to yesterday. He became careless and angry, thinking that everyone depended on him. His lies were uncovered in a pathetic attempt to rescue what he had created. Steven felt as if someone was sucking his life, copying his movements, adopting his mind. Before him, in flesh and blood, this world he created, ravenous, begun to drain him. Until one day these lies grew a mind of their own. He felt like a God, giving compassion and love to those he could benefit the most.
For many years Steven was at the top of the world, all his friends adored him and he was loved by his wife.
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